Complicated feeling....

Wanted to take out my book and study,
end up playing computer the whole day again!!

Haiz...
When i can really stop this bad habit..??
Tml work, den wed off..

Next 2 week Monday class has move forward to 9.30am instead of 10am.
Haiz..

My F1 really cannot make it sia..
Hope there someone can really explain to me what does those English really mean..

Hate theory so much..
But I have no choice...
I need the cert, so MUST STUDY!!

Hope I'll open out my book and start study ba..

Suyu

16 March 1.48am

Feel so emo at this moment..
feeling so down out of sudden..
feel like crying, feel like everything sunk into the deep blue sea..

shoulder start to be tends again..
when can i go thro this period?
have i really make the correct choice?
is that what i want?

I really wonder how long this will it be..
I'm really feel so so so stress!!
Can somebody lend me a big shoulder??

How I wish there is....

haiz........

1.53am, think I go sleep liao ba..
tml 10am to 1pm class,
5pm to 10.30pm work..
wonder when will this stop??

Suyu
-_-,

5th day of March!!

LOL....
so happy ya, i finally got my pay come in.
waited for 1month plus...
since 21Jan i haven't got any $$ coming in lo..

now finally feel relief..
shoulder not so heavy suddenly =)

gonna work hard ya..
ntuc pay is not bad ya..
like the ppl there..
all so friendly...
aunty so nice.. =D

happy~~

gonna study really hard now..
i can slowly feel the stress that coming in..
god, please bless me i can pass 3 paper tgt..
so to move on to next level....
=D

Suyu

1st of March!

It was March already!!
OMG....
tis year, really pass very very fast..
now already MARCH!!!

i haven't being studying and saving any $$ up..
zzz...
dunno whether i can safety pass my paper and able to continue with paper 4 to 6..

see how ba..
it so so so hard!!!

gonna study hard!!

Suyu