Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Moive Today!!

Had movie with Daniel after work..
Watch Fast and Farious 4 :)
Hee...
Exciting show..

Had dinner tgt oso..
After moive bus home le..
Nothing much today..

I like the show ya..!!
More movie to watch...

Suyu

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Another sat..

Another sat again..
A boring sat again..
I slept the whole afternoon till 8pm den wake up..
As ytd night go sing with eileen, eileen bf, ming, kevin, weien and weicong ba.. (sorry if there's spelling mistake)
Sang the slack the whole night unitl 6am in the morning..
It for fun ya!!

Morning accompany ming back to tampines.
As i need to go the bank there too.. haha!!
So actually is she accompany me la..
Thanks ming!!!

Have some talking with her..
LOL..
secret........
Can't say de..
Anyway, do wat u want to do ya..
Don't let anything to stop you, u can de!
JIA YOU!!!

Sometimes I still thinking, have I reali make the correct decision a not..
But until now, I think i do ba..
Cos we really can't sort out our where our mistake are..
And there really no point to continue le..
I gave up..
Although I'm the one hurt you more..
But I think in future will make you a better person ba..

Don't think abt it le..
Haiz..

Gave a call to weikang..
As in some part of my life, i'm lost..
And I dunno what i should do..
But after the call.. I know le..
Thanks for the advise..

I'll learn..
JIA YOU ya!!

Suyu

Thursday, April 16, 2009

My plan...

I want to go for August NCAP course, after that take practical..
And also referee course and etc and etc and etc..
I didn't know that there will so so so many thing to learn from black onwards..
Got to improve myself ya!
JIA YOU!!

I have to wrok towards my goal and aim.
Please be ard to support me.
And you must continue to improve urself too..
Let JIA YOU ba..
Be a better person and work for future!!

Suyu

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

SAD SAD SAD!!!

I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND..
I'M TIRED!!

leave me alone.

Just a day again!!

A day had passed..
It tiring..
But I just want pass it like that..
Time to polish myself le..
Everything get so rusty..

I WANT TO CHANGE!!!!!!
I MUST CHANGE!!!

I hope, wk will be back.
I hope, I can find back the confident I have in myself..
I hope few years down, I'll be better..

No matter what had happened, I know that, time still move. And I need to look forward only..

Suyu

Sunday, April 12, 2009

YANG SUYU, I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate what i am now......................
I hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where is the gal tt blur and loveable?
where is the gal tt doesnt hold so much responsibility on her shoulder??
where is the freedom??????????????
where where where???

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!
FUCK IT
!!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

BORING SATURDAY!!!!

Haiz.. A boring saturday again..
I dunno wat I want now oso..
What eric say is right..
No one understand me more than myself..

Currently i can't think of what i want tell him..
No courage to start anything yet..
Am I going to run away from tis problem?
Haiz..
I know I shouldn't and I don't want to..
But currently really dunno where to start the talk..

How. What. Why.
Is there anyone can tell me?
Can be save? or no?
I still want it ma?
Is that what I wanted to be?
What will happen if I give up?
What will I become?

I dunno, I don't want think!
I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Suyu

Friday, April 10, 2009

no reason to stay u..

Morning meet wk, eric, eric gal and dainel go see puppies..
They are very very very cute..
Actually all of the puppies are cute la..

Slept for the whole afternoon, as during weekdays i don have much time for sleeping..
Usually onli 4 to 5hrs of sleeping time..
Very tired.. But i prefer to be like tt..
As I don't have other time to think of the problem which can't be solved..

Haiz..
I reali dunno what i want now..
Lost in passion and relationship..
Feeling started to fade..

Let drop tis notice!
Today weighting, i drop 4kg since new yr.
Hmm.. Hope to drop 10kg more..
I reali need to drop, as i'm reali super overweight..
:(

Jia you ba!!

Suyu

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Missing so much!!

From the day u left, i just realise i miss so so much abt u..
Didn't know it will become like tt..
I started to miss everything from you.
You gave me, my confident to face everything and anything that was tough..
Every advise from you, do keep in my hearts.

I doesn't know why.
Why you can make me always believe in you, respect you and etc and etc..
Times without you around, are getting slower and slower..
Everything changing le, even you..

I wanted to ask you stay, but i cant find any good reason to ask you stay..
I didn't know time passes fast.
And I still at the starting point of the journey onli..
I hope and I wish, the starting point and ending point got you along.
But I think now is impossible le..

Anyway thank you so much.
I reali learn alot throughtout the year..
MISSing YOU....

Suyu

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I PASSED!!! :)

good news and bad news.
but i think i not going say the bad one de.
cos i think i'll tears after writing out..

good news is, i think i pass my grading!!!
cos sir ask me to send him my name in chinese character..
HAHA!!!!!!!

thanks to everyone who give me encouragement ya!!
GREAT THANKS!!