Enjoy single life

Actually being single is also not a very bad choice..
=)
kind of like it..
no stress, no quarrel, no jealousy, etc.....

Slack at home since 2plus after school..
Now waiting time to go training! =)
My motivation not to get lazy..
Haha!!

Today lesson was good ya..
Kind of understand what lecturer teaching =)
Due to some was learn in ITE.

Thanks so much to ITE teacher..
Make me do so so so many revision or pass year paper, until now some of the question that appeared i can do it =)

Actually going ITE wasn't a bad one..
So be positive going ITE, cos u learn more than what was taught outside =)

Off to training..

Suyu

home sweet home 2nd day

2day at home..
kind of bored..
every night my father and his fren mahjong session..
zzz...

Don't know what are my feeling now..
no words can explain it out..

"HAIZ"

Suyu

sadSadSad!!!!!

feeling are all over my eyes...
tonight are lonely..

wonder this is my start or our end?

I don't know you notice any changes in ur hse a not,
but in my msg already clearly said..

none a words from you that i am waiting for..
getting more disappointed every min and hr...

fren can only can be fren, how could it become that way?
have you ever think of my feeling saying that?

if i nvr saw it, so izzit mean you gonna continue happily do that?
what am i to you??

you still have to mood to slp..
haiz..

i feel i can't hold on tis anymore..
enough of hurts from you..
my tears are like free flow..

i doesn't want cry anymore..
hate the sour feeling around my heart..
hate the person that don't know it hurts me..

hate myself MORE!!!!!
fuck to hell..

Suyu

Morning!!!

my first post in the morning for 2010.
thanks to myself so hardworking..
waking up so early..
haha!!

no la!!!
actually is eileen's message wake me up.
LOL.

Later going shopping and lunch with her =D
think she has waited very long liao..
HAHA!!

not yet buy new year cloth...
zzz
dunno where the $$ come to buy oso..
haiz..

nvm lo..
see how ba..

Suyu

Such a long date to my salary

Haiz..

I'm dying without $$$$$$$$
my salary please come fast!!
I really dying soon...

Study are still okay..
but no revision was done yet..
HAHA!!!
due to lazy and have computer to use.
and tt why i'm updating my blog =D

Almost the whole week working 5 to 10.20pm..
But ytd was drag until 11pm den off to go..
=(
so ke lian..
plus no transport back home..
zzz

lucky i staying at daniel hse.
if not i really need to walk back to hougang.
I think tt will kill me man..

Hope today 10pm can close counter and by 10.20pm finish counting all my sales...
Even tml no school but i feel, i'm lack of sleeping time..
Dark circle are more and more dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG...

I think CNY I'll scare ppl with my dark circle ba..
HAHA!!

need to nap awhile before i go work.
bye~

Suyu

CANT SLEEP!!!!!!

haiz..

my time since like going up side down..
night was like morning to me and morning are night to me..
zzz

very hard to get into slp in the night..
mayb something are running thro in my mind..

i dunno why, or wat wrong with me..
something seem like changing..

haiz..

dunno where to start and how to end..
let nature take it cause ba..

hope it won't get worst..

tml 4pm to 10pm working..
haiz..
not sure oso..

hope my salary can faster come.
i really not enough to support myself liao..

$$ are REALLY HARD TO EARN!!

Suyu

4th day of feb..

time passed so fast!
now is already 2nd month of 2010.
but yet, i haven't do any revision on my study.

haiz..
kind of lazy, no mood, disappointed and etc and etc..

lost of motivation to do anything that in mind.
hate the feeling of fail in life..

doesn't want see that words in my life.
but....
as time go by, when we are big..
this words tend to be appearing everywhere!!!!!

hope i can walk out if it...
now the most important thing is my study and work hard for $$..
dunno when this kind of life will end....??

god, led me thro pls..
I'm kind of lost in my way already..
why aren't u standing beside me??

haiz..

hope this difficult period will pass thro fast.
i feel like i cant catch up my breadth already..

Suyu
=(

FAILED!!!!

Tis words appeared again..!!
haiz..

super sad la..
did one careless mistake in circuit and FUCK the honda white car that just cut into my lane when i was doing right turn.. end up turning into the wrong lane..
zzz

alot of minus point when driving outside..
haiz..

try again on 23 April..
it is super long..
but no choice..

stupid me, choice 8.25am again..
zz

hope the next one will be a better one ba..

Suyu

TP tml...........................

ARG......................

today can't do parking properly and even srew up everything in the circuit...
zzz

uncle get inpatient with me..
LOL..

Hope tml will be okay..
GOD BLESS PLS!!!!

Suyu

first post for 2010

1 Feb 2010
& it's my first post for the year 2010...

anyway nobody bother to see oso...
it was a busy year for me..
=(
need to study, work and car prac...

hope my TP on 2 Feb will go thro la..
If not i really had a hard time..

The whole feb is been planned to work..
Haiz..

Bo pian la..
No $$

Hope can fine even better jobs la..
Dunno will i pass my Paper 1 a not...
always say want study..
end up play fb or Internet...
zz

recently very stress...
dunno why oso..
stress until like when on the bus listening to music..
tears will start roll down by itself...

hope tis kind of period will go thro fast....
I really cant take it anymore....!!

Tml must must must must go pray for my Tuesday TP!!!
if really go thro at least it not so tight for me..

Have no idea when the stupid Subway manager will reply my msg and ask me return my stuff...
I really hate working @ subway lo..
Everything need to do..
zzz

like hell lo..
at least now working at ntuc, althought is busy like hell..
but at least i'm just cashier..

no need do so much thing..

haiz..

hope $$ will drop from the sky la huh...
i gonna dream of tt soon...

LOL!!!
night...

Suyu